No Matter

Feel kinda depressed and sad now

Aiks

Suspended from college because of attendance since last year

Working for poppy since last year and till now it has been a year

Waiting for the new academic year during this month september

Waiting to go back home

And.........

ZZZZZzzzzzzZzzz Lady luck not shining on me recently

My daddy and baby sister told me the new academic year confirm letter reached my home

But never did i know i've to mail back between two weeks after receiving it

When i reach home reading the letter again

It's already one month and a half late =.=

Nobody told me about it

But can't blame anyone

I only can blame myself for not being attentive T.T

The college doesn't accept any late confirmation forms anymore

Oh myyyyy....... *thunder strikes ZZZzzzzzz

Is there anything i can do now

Is there anybody who can help me?

Or god? Can u help me.... Zzzzz = =


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I miss my college life back in singapore

The campus, friends, lecturers, classes, assessments and fun

I really enjoy my two years there

And now...... ZzzzZzzzzzz

I'm so careless

I have done a mistake last year and its happening again

Don't tell me to wait for another year

I'm tired of waiting

I just want to go back to school

I just wanna say that i really really put many efforts passing every subject and assessment

Everyone in my class knows..... T.T

From waking up like crazy early morning, taking buses, changing buses, walking to school no matter rain or big sunny day

Carrying my drawing blocks and models all the way from JB to Singapore

Carrying all my notes and sketch books thick and heavy as brick

My back hurts, my leg swells until the end of the day when i reach home

I mumble to myself everyday blaming why do i need to carry so many stuffs

But still i like going to every classes

I'm not those hardcore student but i really pay attention to all my projects and assessments

I pass up my stuffs in time and my group even stayed in the campus till 3am in the morning to finish up our 3D model

Nothing amd nobody can erase my memories towards the days i spend in that place

My heart is like breaking into pieces

I can't forget the happy moments i spent there

I really can't accept that i have to start all over again

Keng, JoJo....

I miss u guys....

Roger.... Bessie..... Wsxie......





Remember because of the stupid photograhpy port folio and project we even put our lifes in danger

The bridge are like so narrow and see the picture below.... THE CARS IN THE HIGHWAY...... HMmmm...... We are really brave just for the scores in assessment =.=

One wrong step we will just fall off the three storey brigde, say bye bye and we'll be meeting M.J in heaven now







I've to start all over again

I've wasted my daddy and mummy's effort and money

I scared

I don't wanna to see my parents upset especially daddy

Aikss......

Sorry daddy

I want to fnish my degree

I MUST!

I HAVE TOO!

I want daddy to come to my graduation one day

I want daddy to be proud of me, her precious baby daughter

I have to do something

No matter what.........

I won't let my parent and myself down




I miss Lasalle.....

T.T

Deeply.....



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