2 More Days

Two more days and its officially my 22 years old birthday

Had a little gathering with my beloved sweethearts and bros today

Actually is an advanced birthday treat for them

I'm sorry for this lousy meal

I hope everyone enjoyed it

But still i wished that all of them had come



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I'm tired


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I'm tired of knowing so much

I'm tired of hearing so much

What can i gained for doing all this?

Even though is nothing big or anything proud to say of

But when you needed help, did i ever say no?

And now

I just need a favor from you

Please stand in my position and think for me

Can you help me?


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I don't like to be in the center

Nobody want to make things big

And nobody is accusing anybody

But as a friend

Whenever i hear anything bad related to you

Should i tell you what i heard about and can you promise me to stay calm?

or

Should i hide it from you and keep it to myself next time?


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What should i do

Everything which is happening now doesn't make sense at all

and

I really just want to have a happy birthday


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I don't want anybody to be worried about me

I'm sorry my sweethearts

I'll be happy

and It's my birthday right?

=)


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Pictures will be uploaded as soon as i get it from my sweeties

I love you all

Thanks for being a part of my life

♥


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